Hmm... quite stressed up again but these days am feeling ok, relaxed. Thus, I decided to write in at this wee hour.
Got a 4 days off from lessons / revisions on my driving. Felt quite tensed up since my test is on next yr Jan. Having a count down, it's less then a mth or so to be exact. Wondering if I can cope with my demerits on safety checks, blindspots check, slope... So worried. And also, these days no practise, I am so sure I will forget the techniques for parkings. Shark! Recalled last week, just a few days didn't attend practise, I actually forgotten. It's hell!
Revision starts next week. Omg... Sure kena scoldings (well, they don't scold lah, nags). These days, must recall what I should do, virtually visualise the steps on driving as well as checking safety & blindspots...
Hey! why do i sound so worried? I am suppose to enjoy myself this week. I should be enjoying. Really, less than 3 days. After that, I will have to stress myself again. Sharks. That's not the way to stay alive lor... OMG... (><)
Feeling so idiot for getting myself into this shit. Anyway, to trace back, it all started with me rejoining back my ex-com. Stupid right? I should have not do that. But franky speaking, there are too much regrets. Shouldn't have resign. I had made a hasty decision at that time. It's really a big mistake. Learnt my lesson. I will continue to strive on no matter what happen to me again in these years.
Peace out! Woo... So wordy. Time to say nite nite.
