Sunday, December 23, 2012

Happy! But troubled... T~T

To begin with, I had got a job 4 months back. And before that, I was studying part-time for a yr, & took a break from the work-force. That was stressful despite the relaxing life that I do not have to work. Stress since I need $$ to pay my car loans for that yr w/o any income. But, I am really thankful for the support from my family. Well, of cos, I am grateful that these years I did have a small saving from my past jobs that was able to let me survive through. & the mention of it... I am depressed that it has gone to negative savings. So to say, I have to save from scratch again!

This is not an easy task with the loan I have. I just earned enough to eat bread & pay off the loan. This yr bonus + 13mths... Already gone... paying the road tax, bills, mthly loan, not forgetting to pampered my mother... Haiz...

Of cos, I had overspent too. Getting myself a chronograph watch, a message bag, a note 10.1 + galaxy note2, & too many misc unnecessary stuffs. & worse still, I am planning to get a DSLM to replace the old EOS400D with lousy battery that was passed down from my brother. :( I need thorough planning on my spending. Anyway, I don't think I have to buy any expensive gadgets for the time being, hoping my laptop won't fail me in the yr 2013. Praying hard... -.-

To say if I am happy? I am. Since I am working in a better environment, though the ppl are... not perfect, but are a lot more better, which I am sure of. Though, my reporting officer... is... haiz... looks like it's true of what my senior colleague described: "troublesome, last minute type..."
Oh my freaking god! How am I going to deal w/ him! :( Anyway, I will set a margin that if he crosses, I will reject the last minute request. I need to rest too. Besides, he will cancel it off the last minute too! Bleah! @#$%! Wasting our effort to rush for him right! :(

Oh well, hoping the year 2013 is a fun & thrilled year for me. Not a snakey year I will experience from my colleagues. -v~